Advocacy on the Internet: The CINMHC List Sylvia Caras Abstract: The CINMHC (California InterNetwork of Mental Health Clients) List is the electronics and communication portion of the CNMHC (California Network of Mental Health Clients). It runs on LISTSERV at St Johns University in New York State. Most subscribers to CINMHC believe in a disability rather than a disease model of behavioral symptoms and look for accommodations; alternatives to traditional services; options that are voluntary, informed, and not contingent; even the option to make a mistake, fail, try again on the path to independent living. Globally, there is a notable trend toward including the voice of the actual service user in all levels of behavioral health care: planning, implementation, staffing, evaluation, research. The slogan of the South African disability movement says this compellingly: "Nothing about me without me." Behavioral healthcare for people who experience mood swings, fear, voices and visions is most effective when the care is unified and focuses on the whole person. Client(1) self-care is an adjunct to care from others. Involvement with self-care moves through stages first of accepting that there is a situation, then talking with others, and ultimately becoming political. Some " ... feel an urgency to set things right ... because they ... have been so deeply wounded and informed by their illnesses that they cannot do anything else."(2) Advocacy for self and for peers helps clients stand tall. Feeling good about ourselves is an important part of our recovery. "The CMHC's in the U.S. have chosen the medication management and entitlement model of care because 'that's what the Fed's pay for.' Stabilization and maintenance are the goals. Such strategies promote and extend chronicity." (3) But for healing, for comprehending the meaning of the experience; for transforming "disease" into understanding, for these deeper, fuller outcomes, knowing how the personal is also political reconnects the client to community. Biomedicine's model of healing isolates. But, "inner healing, citizenship, freedom from coercion, and hope were the most important outcomes of mental health services to consumers."(4) Internet communication can foster recovery in an electronic community. "A conservative estimate is that the world's storehouse of information doubles every five years. At this exponential rate, the total amount of information in the world increases a thousand-fold every fifty years! Thus, you are trying to cope with a global information environment that is about a thousand times more complex than what your grandparents were facing at your age." (5) Including people who experience mood swings, fear, voices and visions when this raw information is transformed into knowledge will facilitate the accuracy and efficacy of the product. For "in a world of nearly infinite choices, information about the choices is more valuable than the choices themselves." (6) On the other hand, policies that insist on more and higher standards of confidentiality for psychiatric clients and their records than for other health consumers and their records add to the segregation and shaming of the people with these records. Instead of protecting us, include us. Advocates are proud of their work for civil rights and better services. They usually do not want to hide behind anonymity. Informatics by its very nature erodes privacy. There is so much data in so many places that it is less and less possible to secure that data. Rather than resist this reality, we need to learn to understand that much information about us is public, and to develop strategies for ensuring that the information is accurate and not harmful. The ability of an advocacy movement to support a variety or personal styles and points of view may depend on network confidence internal and as perceived from without -- on networked sharing of risk, on network trust, on network credibility. Interactive mechanisms that maintain network confidence may replace hierarchical and authoritarian relationships. This kind of limited responsibility that disconnects involvement and action from ownership may generate more effective advocacy. Networking may stimulate the continuing emergence of new combinations and ideas and strategies. (7) Until recently, the political movements of people who use or have used mental health services had no dependable national source of news, no organization, no directory of resources, no way to grow to a coalition. But now, in this information economy, we use the Internet to fill that need for dissemination. And we're learning the importance of mastering data overload. The CINMHC (California InterNetwork of Mental Health Clients) List is the interim electronics and communication portion of the CNMHC (California Network of Mental Health Clients). The focus of the e mail discussion list, hosted by St Johns University, is California specific, to discuss California legislation, California county behavioral health implementations, issues with local Mental Health Boards, self-help in California, managed care in California, and other related topics. The list was formed in May 1996 to supplement the state-ordered restructuring and decentralization of CNMHC. Since around 15% of all the Internet sites in the world are located in California, (8) it was no surprise that a score of California clients were already e mailing. These were the first participants. I originally arranged with San Francisco State University to host the list, which quickly grew to some 80 subscribers. In the fall of 1997, I moved the list to St Johns to join the several hundred disability lists hosted there and to take advantage of LISTSERV, the powerful software used by St Johns. St. John's has become the number one academic site in the world with respect to LISTSERV capacity with more than 150,000 subscribers and an output of 600,000 messages daily from about 600 lists.(9) CINMHC membership has remained stable. Many subscribers have met face-to-face or will meet at regional and statewide conferences. As with most self-help, there are no costs to participants. SFSU donates the host service; subscriptions are free; administration is volunteer. Edna has recently gone online. At first she had been highly reluctant, being afraid of computers, the unknown, etc. But after seeing many messages downloaded and faxed to her, and working on managed care statewide, she started to feel she was missing something important. Now she is virtually emerging from isolation and at the same time drawing people to support her in her rather desperate personal struggle. It's like a light has gone on in her life. So writes Andrew, a long-time community organizer, about our colleague. He continues, "Dialogue has always been a problem in the clients' world. The rise of open-and-free discourse by way of the CINMHC has greatly expanded the ways we talk to each other. In this way we are upgrading our process seriously, thus self-help too." Claiming a political voice is a part of healing for many who have been shamed and stereotyped by a behavioral illness or by the care they have received. In the 60's, mental health clients joined other human rights activists, and ever since have been lobbying against violations of rights and for true informed consent. Organizations, formed in each state after the federal Protection and Advocacy Act was passed in 1986, became allies. CINMHC shares this orientation towards action as an important part of reclamation, of rebuilding esteem. Maria, a newly elected CNMHC Board Officer, writes, "The list has changed my life. I have always had trouble with leaving my house, and now when I want to stay indoors I'm not all alone. It truly is miracle, I have not been the same since." Electronic support is available from many other lists and news groups, in particular Walkers (melancholy), Pendulum (mood swings), Schizoph (voices and visions). Subscribers to these lists tend to accept a biological understanding of their symptoms, share information about pharmacological interventions, and support each other with suggestions on minimizing drug side effects and on other coping strategies. Ivan Goldberg, a psychopharmacologist, Internet trailblazer, and namer of "Internet Addiction Disorder," posts to Pendulum and will answer general questions. Suicide and crisis messages on the support lists evoke immediate offers of electronic availability, telephone calls, and occasionally, notification of local authorities. National and international electronic advocacy is available in several places, in particular on MADNESS and HealNorm. Pennsylvania has a statewide list; New York is forming one. The World Network of (Ex-)Users and Survivors of Psychiatry is online. The WFMH-SCL list is preparing for the WFMH biennial congress in Santiago in September 1999. CINMHC stays sharply focused on California issues so as not to overburden subscribers with the large volume of mail found on some of the other lists (upward of 100 messages a day). Most subscribers to CINMHC believe in a disability rather than a disease model of behavioral symptoms and look for accommodations; alternatives to traditional services; options that are voluntary, informed, and not contingent; even the option to make a mistake, fail, try again on the path to independent living. The quality of all the lists, whether advocacy, support, or camaraderie, is very much like the ambience at in-person meetings: it varies with the convener, the site, the attenders. Electronically, all who want to be included are, much more quickly, and those who prefer to remain observers, or what the Internet affectionately calls "lurkers," may readily do so. The Internet self-corrects: misinformation is quickly challenged. First hand experience is valued; contradictory and complementary coping strategies are available for sampling. But Danish researcher Bille-Brahe notes: "(T)he frequency of suicide attempts among children are increasing, and that suicidal behavior is shown by younger and younger children." (10) In Finland, at the WFMH Congress, she spoke to me of her strong concern that children be prevented form accessing how-to information on the Internet. Her solution would be to ban such information from everyone. In July, I asked CINMHC subscribers for input about their own experiences for this article. (All quotes and attributions are with permission of the authors.) Carmen Lee, Chair, Stomp Out Stigma, replied: I can put out a personal problem or an organizational problem and receive experienced, caring feed-back almost immediately. Self-help, in my opinion, is the ability to utilize available opportunities and resources to increase knowledge and develop more support - all of which are necessary factors in acquiring a sense of "wellness." My "self-care" has improved by being able to "take charge," giving myself more options and deciding for myself what I want from the Internet, what topic I want to get involved with, what I don't want to be involved with, interesting and useful facts, a sense of unity and a feeling of being a part of something, someone ... non-isolation. This Internet list also affords me the necessary information, both state-wide and nationally, about what's going on with other consumer groups, legislation, and other important information that I need in my work as Chair for the "Stamp Out Stigma" educational program. I would be "lost" without my daily, pleasurable "ritual" of logging on in the a.m. and retrieving my e-mails from the CINMHC, as well as giving input and support. This year, clients discussed four advocacy threads with great attention: 1. Assembly Bill 482 asked the California legislature to treat psychiatric records uniquely by broadening family access to behavioral records, even over the patient's opposition. Clients and rights advocates opposed the legislation, and using CINMHC, developed amendments and a CNMHC position. Clients met with the bill's author and a compromise was struck, underscoring the patient's right, as with other health records, to consent in the disposition of records. 2. One subscriber has been posting since August 1996 about applying for California Department of Rehabilitation services, the obstacles encountered, the discouragements. Replies have included tips on how to navigate the system and lots of encouragement. 3. California Department of Mental Health drafted a Medicare Waiver without sufficient public input. Using CINMHC, clients devised strategies resulting in meetings of clients, advocates and families to develop public managed care Helpful Hints -- best practices, guidelines, and plans. 4. Strategies were developed for joining the cross-disability campaign to use In Home Supportive Services to avoid crisis hospitalization and to enhance life quality. One client noted: I have found this list to be more helpful than most any other source -- ... the helpfulness has to do with like mindedness of many on the list, feeling empowered by others sharing, others promptly replying to questions or concerns, discussion of shared issues of concern, etc. I certainly felt more hope than I had in quite a while when I first discovered this list. I know that lists have their own ups and downs -- as people go away and come back, pay more attention to other lists for awhile and then come back to this one, etc. it has bothered me that this list becomes nothing and then a bit of something -- whereas it had so much more life at one point (or so it seemed). I still like to think this is a very effective way to change and improve the system as long as more and more people have access to and the skills to receive and to give information. My own average health-care expenses for the five-year period since I've connected to the Internet are 59% of my average expenses for the five preceding years. That's convinced me that Internet access should be an encouraged and reimbursable health benefit. From chaos and complexity theory we know that both too much order and too deep a chaos harm development and adaptability. At the edge of chaos conditions develop for renewal, self-transcendence, creativity, self organization and change. (11) The Internet helps clients surf on that creative edge. Globally, there is a notable trend toward including the voice of the actual service user in all levels of behavioral health care: planning, implementation, staffing, evaluation, research. The slogan of the South African disability movement says this compellingly: "Nothing about me without me." A shorter version of this article appeared as "Consumer Self-Help and Advocacy Online," Behavioral Healthcare Tomorrow Journal, Vol. 6, Issue 6, December, 1997, CentraLink, p 33. This full written version was funded under a contract with the United States Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration/Center for Mental Health Services. ______________ 1. CNMHC prefers "client" to "consumer." "Consumer," in California, includes both the primary consumer and family members. 2. Kat Duff, The Alchemy of Illness, Pantheon, New York, 1993, p 103. 3. Courtenay Harding, Some Things We've Learned about Vocational Rehabilitation of the Seriously and Persistently Mentally Ill, WICHE WestLink, Volume 18, No. 2, June 1997, p 11. 4. networks, National Technical Assistance Center for State Mental Health Planning, Summer 1996, p 7. 5. Donald Wood, Post-intellectualism and the Decline of Democracy, Praeger, 1996, p 36. 6. Time, January 27, 1997, p 127. 7. Stimulated by Zuscovitch and Justman: Networks, Sustainable Differentiation, and Economic Development, in Networks in Action: Communication, Economics and Human Knowledge, David Batten, John Casti, Roland Thord, Eds. Spring-Verlag, 1995, p 282. 8. Gerard Van der Leun, Rules of the Net, Hyperion, 1997, p 30. 9. St Johns web page: http://rdz.stjohns.edu/hsrc 10. Cornerstones for Mental Health Abstracts, Finnish Association for Mental Health, 1997, p 241. 11. Paraphrasing Dr. Uri Merry, Seminar - London 2-3, September, 1996. URL: http://pw2.netcom.com/~nmerry/Urihome.htm